Anti Him

Why do you bother?
You hate him more than you love him.
Why do you pretend to want to be here?
You would leave if it weren’t for the kids.
He use to be everything you wanted now he is everything you despise.
You wish you could wish him the best, But you wish him death. It’s a lie to be sealed with him. It’s a lie. A huge incomprehensible lie the love is gone. It just peaks out to play tag you’d rather die then have death do us part. He is not worthy of your soul or spirit.
He flounces like a dead fish his stench is revolting
Why do you stay?
Why do you subject yourself to this?
You will leave you will become stronger and more independent and you will leave without a notice without a tip to bring him the reality. It is injustice the way he bombards the kindness that rules this sanctuary
He is death
He is loathing
He is hate
He is not love or kindness, but reality
The reality that is not the same
That love doesn’t live here anymore